omg the notes, she deserves every single one, she is beautiful
OOC: She’s so pretty! *.*
Why we can’t date? Not because we fight too much. It’s because you’re still stuck on things that aren’t important. You “haven’t figured things out yet.” It’s so simple, and I finally figured it out. So you’ll probably get jealous if I move on. But that’s not my fault. You’ve had plenty of chances. Probably too many. We’ll see what happens.. I don’t like hearing this. But i guess, “if it’s meant to be, it’ll happen”…? If you want something bad enough. You’ll make it happen.
I’ve been keeping my most personal feelings to myself. I rather not bring my friends and family into my crappy feelings. The things that makes me really “soft,” you could say. When I keep things to myself it makes me insensitive and makes me act like a douche. Because I try to cover up my feelings. At night sometimes, those things get to me, which makes me break loose…
I miss my Dad. I miss waking up Sunday mornings, hearing him screaming at me to get ready for church. I miss our little adventures through the woods. I miss kayaking and fishing with him. I miss finding bike trails with him. I miss seeing him. I miss everything about him.
It’s been 4 months since he’s moved out to start the official separation of my parents. That was the start of my life where everything started falling apart. I feel like my family’s falling apart. We have problems left and right that I can’t handle. I’m trying my best to keep myself together.
I have so much to say, but I can’t get the words to come to my mouth. All I have left to say is: Love what you have. Your family is the most important thing in your life, because they will always be YOUR family. Don’t take for granted what God has blessed you with, because tomorrow, it could be gone. To anyone that I’ve treated like shit. I’m sorry. I love everyone to death. Whether I show it or not. People around me now are the ones that keep me together.
Ohh.. And screw Coldplay. Their lyrics makes me breakdown. Yet, my 80 songs in my playlist sleeping is all Coldplay. Soo yeah… I’m doing it to myself.
goodnight, finally, and hopefully.
It’s been driving me up the fucking wall of how you’ve been talking to me lately. You talk to me how I talk to people I don’t care about. Now the tables turned. I’m changing my perspective of life and how I feel for you. I see things between us has changed and the fact that you gave no effort in…
I’m done doing the work for someone that doesn’t want anything between us. If you don’t. Your loss.
someone that i get along with. if we fight, we better be able to forgive each other. someone that will always trust me, and listen to my advice with an open mind. i’m going to be someone that accomplishes a lot. i will finish college and make a ton of money afterwards. i will be happy with someone, and i will be stable with my life. i will be able to do what i want. when i want to, because i am determined to become something. I want a girl that wants a guy like that. it feels like there isn’t a single girl around here that wants all of that from a guy.